I don’t think i’m ready yet…
There’s one nite when i was lying on my bed.. can’t really sleep.. keep thinking and thinking…then suddenly i tought about the people that i care so much.. my family.. my friends.. all the people been around me.. sad moments.. happy moments.. those jokes.. those smiles.. the time when mum waking me up early in the morning.. the time when dad tickles when i’m watching tv.. the time when i laugh out loud muahahahah bout the jokes with my buddies.. the time when my friends carried me back when i sprained my ankle.. the time when i look back my photo album and recall the history of me with all the people around.. Seriously all that are important for me.. We are humans and we have emotions.. After that.. the more i tought about them.. Suddenly this problem strike my mind.. How IF tomoro they died or they jus disappeared???!!! Gosh!!! i jus can’t accept it!!! Where am i suppose to find them? Why dont i appreciate them more when they’re around…. How could such cruel thing happen on Me?? Hmmnn… well later on.. i think that’s what called LIFe.. People will leave one day.. BUT how sure are you.. willingly accept the truth or be happy that they are no longer around… I don’t think i’m ready for this yet!!!! One thing for sure.. all these are beyond our control… I think what i can do now is to appreciate & enjoy the moments with the people around me as much as possible so that when the Day comes.. I can say that I have no regret at all…
People out there.. I jus wana share this moment with you.. Take it seriously.. name a few people that are important for you.. jus anyone.. think of the memories you have with them.. in the end.. they jus disappeared.. end of story.. Do you think you’re redy? Can you accept it? Well.. all i can say is that appreciate them when they are around.. enjoy the times as much as you can… and live with no regrets. That’s all for now.. God bleSs and love you always.. yeah.. always.. and always…
